Episode 15: The Amazing Woman behind the Starwhaal podcast -- Ms Tara Walsh

Sun, May 22, 2022 · 11:48 PM

1:04:29

Owner: Lynne Thompson
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, muffins, bake, john, discovering, reincarnation, learning, recipe, part, week, literally, magic, thought, grandmother, community, share, love, starting, podcast, life
SPEAKERS
Speaker 2 (82%),
Speaker 1 (17%)
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Speaker 1
0:00
So this interview was very freewheeling. I think Tara and I are so comfortable with each other. We both were in the podcasting class that I took. And we continue to support each other and other members of our class. And so when she mentions John or she mentions the others in our class, that's who we're talking about. I find Tara so inspiring. And she has been so supportive from the moment I met her. And it's hard to believe that you could feel so close to someone and others in the class to like right away. And I just think it's because we're all trying to do the same thing. We're all sort of in the same space. But we're very different people. I wanted to talk to Tara because her story is super inspiring. I mean, she's been through the wringer. And I think that's why she's so compassionate. And that's why she understands people so well. She's had a lot of experiences, she's battled addiction, she's had a tough time. And she came out of it. And that's what I love so much about her story, is that she came out of it stronger than ever. She's super spiritual. I've learned so much from talking to her. And I hope you do, too. She has the coolest way of looking at sort of the evolution of our souls and our spirituality. But she also has a lot of really good ideas about building her business and building a podcast and that energy that you need to do that. So I hope you find it as fun as I did. I love talking to her. She just got she has a great energy. So please enjoy my interview with Miss Tara Walsh. She has a podcast named Starwhaal. And it's really fun. And I hope you check it out. And I'll drop a few more references in the show notes, but enjoy.
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Speaker 2
2:12
No, I think we're always a work in progress, you know. And something that I've realized recently is that I, so I did my spiritual journey by myself a lot in 2019. And did that healing inner healing and stuff. And and I think that even though I did spent that whole year, intensely, I'm revisiting some things this year, you know, and it's because the last couple of years, I've just been on the personal development, like, pour my mind into it. I will say that had I sat and read books for the last two years, instead of like attending and being coached and mentored and showing up and hearing other people's stories, and how they've overcome them. I don't think I would be where I'm at now. So I really think that I've been able to 10x my growth by showing up and being mentored and showing up and, you know, learning all these things and stuff like that. So I really, really believe in something that I heard here, I heard a crazy thing happen and I actually need to listen to Jeremy's message. I had a guy get him he's, he was really nice. I was and normally when people just come into my inbox that I don't know, I'm usually like, No, I'm way too busy. I don't have time for whatever you have, right? Like, I do that a lot. For whatever reason. This guy who we're still not friends yet, but he's about to be my Facebook friend. And he just sends me a message. And he's like, Hey, I know. We're both and so this other group, and I just had him as a guest on my podcast, would you be open to listening to the episode and given me your feedback on it? And I said, yes. Yeah, guys, um, my friend. I don't even know what group he's talking about. Because I'm in way too many groups. And so I listened to that episode. And that episode, I've now shared out with two people. I want to listen to it again. It's an epic episode, I learned so much. And now I was introduced to these two other podcasters Right. And, and so I said to the guy, I finally responded back to Jeremy because Jeremy is the guy who is it's him. And one other guy who have it's called the Fit mess is their podcast. And then the guy he had on his name is Michael unbroken. And his and his podcast I think is think unbroken. And he's got a men's group and all this other stuff, right? And I went back to Jeremy and Jeremy is the one who messaged me and asked me to listen to that episode, and I was like, how did you ever find me like I have some questions like, first of all, Thank you for sharing that with me, because it was an epic episode. Like I loved it. And I'm going to listen to it again. I've also shared it with a few other people who are men, because it and I've had one of them respond back and say it was powerful. He got tons of wisdom from it, right? I'm like, But what group? Are you talking about? That we're both in? You know, I'm not aware of the group. And why me? What possessed you to reach out to me to share that? Did you reach out and send that request to everybody that's in the, you know, Michaels group? Like what? And I still don't know the answer to that yet. Because I know he's responded. But I've literally from like, 745 in the morning, till 10 o'clock or later this entire week, I've been back to back to back to back meetings, like I Gosh, it's insane. Right, or training something. So I'm, actually have a few hours today. And I'm like, kind of looking forward to it, but you need it. And I want to hear my messages. But so I don't have answers to that yet. But I'm like, how crazy is that? But when you're tapped in? That's how that happens. Yes, how happens, and I
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Speaker 1
6:19
was gonna say, I love your comment about learning so much more and so much more quickly. By going in person to events, and interacting with people instead of reading books. I just think I've seen the way that you are present in some of these things that we've done. And you are like you give of yourself. I mean, you're you're really there. You don't just go and listen to someone. You know, like that's so much. I think that that's why you get so much out of it. Because you give when you're in something you give your you're plugged in.
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Speaker 2
6:50
And here's there's two things I want to say to that first one is thirds. And I've heard I heard this somewhere recently, and I don't remember where. But I just had the conversation. I think John yesterday to about this, but and and my roommate, John, because he was like, Why do I have to be the smartest one has phones blowing up and everybody's calling him and I was like, You need to change your environment, then you need to be a third. And he's like, what's the third? I'm like a third, you need to be in the room of third do you need to be a third needs to be learning from you, you need to be learning from a third of the people. And a third of the people need to be your equal, you know, and then right here. I heard it recently. And I was like, That's powerful. And I'm already three is my favorite number, you know, and, and I was just like, that is so true. And I realized that that's where I that's where I love to be is I love being a third? No. And the other part of why I brought up that podcast and how it wound up in my thing the other day is because what was it you just said you triggered it? Oh my gosh, it'll come back to me. But it was something in the episode that he had shared with me that I wanted to reshare Oh, that's what it is. Is that a therapist? Right? So you can get a therapist, but a therapist and I have another friend who I'm trying to help right now. But that's a whole nother story is that a therapist? Okay. And so this is the analogy that Michael unbroken says in his interview is that he really believes that people need to hire coaches. And the reason being is that he would hire a coach long before he'd hire a therapist, because a therapist is going to help you like slow track through this stuff, you know what I'm saying? And now after he brought this to my attention, now I'm breaking it down in psycho analyzing and even more. But the other part of it is that if you hire a coach, you know what they work on? Here's your mindset. And your mindset is what helps us to evolve and transform and grow. And that will help you move and shift from needing that therapy. You know what I'm saying? Not only that, but if you're in a group and you're being coached, a lot of times we're in groups, right? We're getting group coaching. And in those groups, we have our peers that we become friends with, right? And then you have that community and community is massive with our transformation. But guess what, if you're on the ledge and you're thinking about suicide or something like that, right and you have a therapist, what happens at 11 o'clock at night when you're on that ledge, can you call your therapists, most of them you can't. But if you have a community and you have a coach, you probably probably have some connections in that community that you can call your people. And they can help walk you off that ledge. Not only that, but they know you, because they've been on that ledge before. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, that's very powerful. When he said that exactly when he said that I was like, Whoa, that's a whole new frickin perspective. I never even thought about right. I'm like, hire yourself, get yourself a coach and get in a community, because that's where the leveling just changes, like every scene. I love
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Speaker 1
10:38
that. And you know what I thought of when you said that was a community, it kind of mimics what we used to have, like, hundreds of 1000s of years ago, we had tribes, we were always part of a tribe. And so we'd never did anything alone. We were always part of people who knew us and cared about us. And there were rituals that we did together. Because I love this stuff. You know, I studied shamanism I had some shamanism courses. And so what you're talking about, I think is so human, right? You connect up with others, and they keep you strong. And they what I really love is they remind you of who you really are, when you're on the lead, you've forgotten who you really are.
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Speaker 2
11:17
Yeah, you're disconnected. And that's other people. We all want to be connected and understood and heard, and we want to matter and all of these things. But that and or and that's why community is so you do you know, I was like, when I heard that.
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Speaker 1
11:35
People are isolated more. I think that's such an incredible point. We need each other. Yeah. And coaches are much more practical, like they're focused on what behavior do you need to change now? You know, mindset overall, but also habits, right? What habits do you need to build, and some therapists do that, and it's great. And there's, there's, I still think the group two is really important. Being part of a community is so important. And wherever you find that I know some people like church, some people have, like, you know, a grief support group. Those are really good. Yeah, whatever works.
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Speaker 2
12:12
And it's literally they say that our brains have, what 70,000 thoughts? Or is it more than that they guys grow every day. I don't remember. But literally, that's how I have felt like this week, even because I'm just like, I'm like, I can't even write fast enough. Because my brain is so constantly like, Oh, my God, I can't believe this. And so I can tell you some other stuff that I went deep on this week, just in my own head. And it has to do with like reincarnation, because I was taking this other course and listening to this lady. It was a free thing for three days. And I thought about taking it but I was like, I can't really afford it. Right now I'm choosing not to spend whatever money I could get my hands on to do this. But it was for I got enough free content. And I feel like I was already doing some of the things. And the only thing I was I would learn some more and get a certification. But I can do that later. And I'm like, You know what later is okay? Because and I'm okay with that right now, you know. And so the cool thing is that, but it came with like reading cards. And it's funny, you said tarot cards and oracle cards and things like that. So I actually want to create, and this has been on my heart for like the last year and a half or so. But I want to write spiritual awareness cards, and so great. And there, nobody's written them yet. And the crazy part too, is that Hay House who was all into spirituality and everything else, they're the publisher that I'm gonna go to perfect. Like when I'm like, when I am dreaming. My dreams are huge, right? Like, I'm going after it all, you know what I'm saying? And the crazy part is that in sages program, the CEO over there, he gave us a it's like a bonus, you know, like, I don't remember what the bonus is, if it's how to write a book or do some other thing, but I'm like, guess what, I know who the CEO of Hay House is now. And that's all I need. You know, like, if I can have, I've always said for the longest time is if somebody can plant a seed, I will water it, and I will make it bloom. And that's all I need. And so now I'm like, Alright, got that plug. I'm not it's not right there. But so learning how to read those cards and have some like, inner things happening, you know, but that's how this whole like chain of events took place. One of the reasons and it had to do with like reincarnation, and so I had like some serious downloads that I think I'm actually going to verbalize and share on my podcast. So cool. Just because cuz I'm like, I've explained it to three or four people, and they're just like, Uh huh. And I'm like, i Does this make sense? And they're like, Yeah, my one friend Chuck. He goes, I don't believe in reincarnation. The next day I start dropping some bombs about some processing I have. And he goes, Okay, you can stop now. And I was like, what? And he's like, it's starting to make sense. And I was like, I thought you had another three months before you'd start believing in it, you know? I'm telling you like this downloads, my brain literally feels like I feel like it's smoking over. Yeah.
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Speaker 1
15:37
Oh, yeah. Really go and you are going. Now? How did you? I am dying to know, because I know that you struggled with addiction for years, you came out of it? How did that start? I admire you so much for being able to turn that around. How did you do that?
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Speaker 2
15:54
Um, well, I struggled with my addiction for decades, right? And. And I was always trying to numb my feelings. And that's what it was. And then and nothing outside of me, whatever, fix it. And it wasn't until you know, and I had been in the system, I mean, I've done state, I've been to prison, I've done jail time I've got well, in 80s, I have all of these things. And so that's why I couldn't have a normal job and all these other things, too, you know, which led me down some other paths that, you know, weren't preferred. We'll just leave it at that for now. And, and so, um, you know, I've learned a lot of things, and I'm grateful for the path and where I'm at now, because it's led me to who I am, at the same admits made me realize so much at the same time to answer that question is that there came a point where, you know, my last my last bout with the drug addiction, which was seven and a half years shooting dope, every single day, several times a day, you know, I'm not out doing it, you know, I'd go get up and I'd come home. And I just did it by myself. And it was because it became a habit, you know, what I'm saying? And so when it becomes a habit, it was no longer serving me. At that point, you know, I'm saying it was an I literally prayed for at least a year, somewhere between a year to two years, probably. And I all it was was, I don't know what I meant for. I know, I'm meant for something because I'm still here. And there's so many times that I, you know, there were raids that happened that I escaped, there were shoot outs that happened, that I'm still here, and people who were my rider dies, they got shot and killed. You know, like, there were so many things that I lived through, and I'm like, there's a reason why I'm still here, you know, my accident that I had in January of 2020, probably should have killed me, right? Like I shouldn't, and I still have black lines, like right here. And right here, because I didn't have a seatbelt on. I broke my nose in two places. I had two black eyes, like, and I was knocked out. And I mean, just so many things with that that happened. Somebody I was talking to one of my friends the other day, and she's like, You're so lucky that you didn't get a brain injury. Like it's, it is that in itself is a miracle, you know, and so. So, so many things, but I and I was already cleaned by that time, you know what I'm saying? But there again, it's like, I'm still here. I know, there's a reason why I'm here. And I literally just prayed and was like, tell me what it is. You know, I mean, I've birth two kids, it's more than just being kit, a mom to my kids, because I haven't even been the best mom, you know, because of my own personal struggles and, and just prayed. And I guess in that prayer, you surrender yourself and when that's, and that's it, and that's what I believe it is for everybody at some point, you just surrender. And, and there's, there's I think there's different levels of surrendering, like, Okay, I surrender to show me the way to get me clean, you know, and I'm like, no, what am I meant for? Just show me
19:35
a bigger, bigger picture. So,
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Speaker 2
19:39
and, and literally, it's just been, the more that I step up and just take the steps forward. It I'm being read, everything is being revealed to me, and it's magical and that's why I'm like, as I discover all these things, you know what I'm saying? Like, it's magic, and that's why I'm like, the whole time that I was in Kathy's program. Everybody was like, no, no. And I was like, my thing. My podcast is discovering the magic and everyday Synchronicities are like, No, it can't be that. So finally John was like, why don't you just call it storewall. And I was like, Okay, I'm cool with that, because it's still discovering the magic and everyday synchronicities. And that's what I believe is, we are all magic, we are all energy, we are all, like, I'm so fueled up right now with what we are, but it all stems from we are magical beings, and we are so we are meant to do something with our lives. We are meant here for this time for this purpose. And, and I really, even more, so lately, I'm getting more fueled up to record episodes about our magic and trying to help people. Yeah, you know, I'm like, I've been struggling with me sharing my synchronistic stories and all these things. And, you know, we always struggle with our inner demons, you know, our self doubt, and all these things, no matter where our past takes us, I even hear Ed saying it sometimes lately. He's like, I struggle with this, you know, and I was like, even people who are this far, right? They still struggle with their inner demons, you know what I'm saying? So I'm like, okay, that's not gonna go away. It's just something I need to learn to work through. And how long do they keep me down? You know, I mean, they kept me down for two weeks. This this month, you know, and it was, because I was just like, Alright, I know, I'm meant to learn something. I'm so grateful that I'm on the other side of that, because I can look back and I learned in my mind that you know, so go
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Speaker 1
21:42
ahead, I feel so much. So I'm so amazed by your ability to do that prayer, and to get to that place. But what I'm also hearing is that you have been through so much crap, that you, you bring this compassion, you can't have that compassion for other people, unless you've had a hard time. Those are the most beautiful people. Because you're
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Speaker 2
22:04
so funny. You say that at that exact same thing. On Pete Vargas is thing yesterday, he said that he basically was like, we can't connect with people. Because I mean, what, it's our mess that allows for us to connect with others, you know what I'm saying? But when we are further along, we've learned ways to handle that. And then we can so we can connect with them. But it's like, that's your thirds. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, like, different places along this journey that we call this life. You know what I'm saying? And I can talk for hours so
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Speaker 1
22:49
powerful. Well, also, this is your ebook for the future. Is that what that story? That is such an incredible,
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Speaker 2
22:56
I don't think it's gonna be any book. It's gonna be some podcasts episodes, because there's been a lot of stuff that's really been downloaded to me this week. But I'm gonna share something with you is good, good. And this is the whole magical thing, right? Because Star Wars magical muffins, okay.
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Speaker 2
23:17
From it, because I had a conversation with Don, you know, our John, last night, and we were supposed to talk about anchor and we didn't even talk about anchor, I talked about muffins and then cooking with Carolyn and all these other things, right? And because of my own personal health journey, you know, and, and my family lineage here on Earth and my earthly lineage in this time in this life, there's been diabetes in my family. I personally have had like, my own issues with dairy. And so I'm like, you know, I really want to get away from the dairy thing but a lot of stuff is you know, and, and my grandmother, she gifted me something she gave me an energy exchange and as part of what am I recording my episode, but it's this energy exchange. So when we leave this earth, we're all in we're all everything is energy. Right? And this is part of my download with the whole reincarnation thing is that when my grandmother left, the my guardian angels told me or my spirit guides told me you need to go see her before she dies because she's gonna die soon and that she would there was nothing wrong with her she had dementia, but she was fine. She had been doing fine. There was no reason for her to die. But I went and drove back east like within like a month and a half right went sore and there was some bad energy that had happened when I was bad things that had happened and said when I was younger, and so I needed to go make amends with her. I felt like you know, I had to go and see her and you know, I went back and I, we had pizza together and it was the best visit ever. Like I painted her toenails and put lotion on her and it just It was a wonderful visit, right? I came back home and four or five weeks later, my aunt like your grandma was so excited. You came to visit her and she just couldn't stop talking about it. And she loved you and all this stuff. And my grandmother, they found her face down in her room dead one morning, right? Just totally unexpected, right? I was at peace with that. Okay, because I listened to my intuition. I listened to my spirit guides tell me you needed to do this before it was too late. Right? So I'm so grateful that every time I step into it, and like I noticed when I don't when I've ignored those intuition, things, are those my Spirit Guides telling me things I've understood when I don't listen to them. And I see after the fact. And I mean, some of them have been massive, massive, like, there's no way to ignore it, right? Where they've tried to save me or tried to guide me, and I've ignored them. And I've paid dearly sometimes sometimes not severely, you know. And so because of that, when I went there, and I saw her, my grandmother used to she took, she took a lot of amazing recipes to the grave with her. And I'm upset about that. You know what I'm saying? Oh, yeah, great. Some recipes. And I never got them from her. But they were all in her head. A lot of them, right. I always when I was younger, I always I could bake. But you had to give me the recipe, and I followed it to a tee. I could never taste things and be like, is this gonna be good or anything? My grandmother, she did that. But all of her stuff was from the southeast. It was like lard and fat. And that's her and she had diabetes and all this stuff, right? For a while now. I'm like, I would love to take my grandmother's recipes, the few that I have, oh, make them healthy, because I don't put sugar in my stuff. For my own reasons I have not been using. I'm trying to get away from using dairy. Right. And here in California vegan is huge. But whenever I try any vegan things, it's like paste. I gotta I can barely choke it down, right? Yes. Not always so good. No, and it's not very flavorful. And it's very dry. It's just not very good. So then here comes Carolyn into the picture. And I'm like, Let's cook. Right. So we did her recipe. I did that one and I there was a couple variables because I don't use sugar and she uses sugar, right, and I couldn't find the exact same flour. So I use some other flour. Well, then I took my after we got off the call. I already had the bananas, I was already in that mode. So and I had found some I discovered some other like eggs, substitute powder and some other things at the store when I was shopping for my ingredients. So I recreated that banana bread recipe of my grandmother's. And they came out amazing. I actually you can ask Crete I sent one I mailed one decree because I was like, I want an honest opinion, you know? So, and she was like, you gotta send me the recipe. And I was like, okay, and I didn't have the recipe written down everything out because I suspected she might want the recipe. And I'm glad she did because it made me go
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Speaker 2
28:11
to her. And since then, I made pumpkin loaves. And this last week and I made fresh homemade blueberry muffins and they are vegan, sugar free, gluten free. All three. And so my thinking is I'm just going to compile and make it like breads and muffins and make an ebook. Until John loves that.
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Oh, what did John say?
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Speaker 2
28:37
You know, John is such an angel. He's an it's such an expansive person, right? And we've been telling Carol Carolyn to do it he all of us have been saying you need to sell your sticky buns, freeze them all these other things. And she's not wanting to go and Jon's like, you need to make a like a party tray 12 to 24 muffins and I want you to go to any and this is what the key was he goes you need money because I'm like, all my credit cards are maxed out granted, it's all because I invested in myself so I'm not I'm not I'm okay with it. But I don't have any money to spend anything else right now. So I need to take what I've used and reinvest and create these things you know, and ebooks are eventually if you build it they will come but right now I also need to be getting the money coming in right? I can actually and I had already struggled with if I go to the farmers market do I have to have a license so I have to do all these things. He's like just start just go to a coffee shop have local coffee shops, two or three of them take some samples in there and then you work on a deal with them. You know, and so I text him this morning and I was like Star Wars magical muffins and he's like that makes me think weed and I'm like yep, and and if you knew me, you would know that I do medicinal mushrooms sometimes. You Like, when I said it in my household last night, it was like, Oh, you're gonna put mushrooms in him? And I'm like, really expensive, you know. But the cool thing is, is that the vegan community, they already are paying high price, high price they pay.
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They, you know, they have Yeah, they know it's more expensive, right?
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Speaker 2
30:19
They will pay good money for it with a good muffin. Well, the detail guy that details John's cars and his motorcycles was here the other day. And so I was like, come by, I'll get you some muffins because he came by and he was just in the worst of moods. And thankfully I was, I helped him. And he was he left and he was on a much better mood. But he had been to the doctor and the doctors, like you got this wrong, this wrong this wrong. You're dying, basically. And I was like, I don't believe that. Let's chip, you know. And so I told him, and so I was like, I made these muffins the other day, I'm like, I'm gonna make some more. And he's like, and I'm like, and I'll put some colostrum in there for you, you know, help build that build up your immune system. Some other things. He's like, you don't have to. I'm like, No, I'm going to come back by, oh, he didn't come by that day. But I literally made four mini pumpkin loaves, I made the six of the big blueberries. If I didn't hide one of each of those. They didn't make it not even 12 hours in my house and my roommate healthy. And anytime I'm like, Oh, this is sugar free, gluten free. He's like, and my son. My Roommate ate two in one sitting. I left the walk the dogs. I came home and there were no more blueberry muffins. Right? Yeah, believe it. That's a great sign. And on top of that, I said Kalin, there's one muffin left for you and one pumpkin loaf, mini loaf. But I have them hidden. You better come fast. And and he goes, I'm at work. I'll be there right afterwards, tell John not to touch my stuff, right. I had them stashed away. And when Kellyanne came by, he's like starving, he opens it up, he takes a bite into this muffin. And he goes, you've got to sell these. And I will say, Oh, I love this. So that's my whole thing is that I'm gonna start making in my community, just you know, in John's, like, if you have to do this for the next three months to get you some money coming in to pay off your credit cards, then you're at least then not only that, but you're getting your name out there. And I was like, okay, okay, John. Okay, I'm getting
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there. It's right there. You can do it right now.
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Speaker 2
32:37
I can do it right now. I can. And I was like, What do I say to the people? So I recorded all of it that he told me, and I'm like, Okay, I'll do this. Because the only way that I'm going to find out if it works or not, is to try it. And I have this in, and I'm getting good feedback. And only that is he goes, you put a QR code there, they can start scanning it, and then you get your name out, and then it's gonna start growing like wildfire. Do you remember or did Cathy ever share the story about her friend with the cupcakes that wound up taking the pics to Oprah
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Speaker 1
33:12
one? Yeah. Oh, yeah. And she had the she had the gall to charge $6 for a cupcake. But they were that good. And people were like, I wonder what they're like. And they they paid gladly paid the extra money.
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Speaker 2
33:22
And that because muffins are not getting mine are gonna be healthy. And that's already. Like, that's
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Speaker 1
33:28
another thing. You can feel good about giving people those. I love this whole idea. I love it. And I come from a family of bakers. And I would love to start doing what you're doing. Because I used to bake all the time, you know, a bunch of German people in my family that baked and my great grandma used to bake with me and I really miss all that food. But I really do have to find another way like to make some of the things.
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Well, we might be starting a member I might be starting a membership group for like 10 bucks a month. And we just all come together and we bake together something because here's another thing. So HBA is the funnel builder membership site for again, Website Builder and a calendar, all this stuff. And it's an amazing a platform, right. And I don't know it that well, because I'm not really into tech and tech isn't my jam or whatever. But I know it's an amazing tool. There's Jim and Christie and they created I guess about two two and a half years ago. She started up a Facebook group for bakers, right, just regular bakers. I think in about two and a half years. There's over 30,000 people in moly organically. She gets like 300 people a week joining her Facebook group right. However she has built with HBA, this amazing hosting community. They've created and built out a membership site. And so it's just but it's just for bakers. It's not even healthy vegan, gluten free. It's not that and I was like I told you On I go, I'm sitting on a goldmine right now. I think John was like, You need to tell it, he goes, what was your grandma's name, and I said, Louise, and he goes, maybe it's Louise's muffins. And I'm like, now, Louise is already gone, right? She, I'm blessed with the fact that she, I part, she, when she passed, that inner, there was an energy exchange that happened. And I received that gift she gave, she blessed me with that gift when she left here. And so I'm now a part of her resides within me. And I'm meant to not take this to the grave. I'm meant to make this become something so much more. And she blessed me with that. And that is part of one of the duties that I'm being blessed with. Now, you know, it's like, and, and so I'm like, that's what I'm going to do. And I was like, I'm going to create these recipes in Sherman. He's like, No, you're thinking too small. And I was like, and then he goes, he and so I'm like, okay, okay, I, I'm just picking up what you're smelling while you're stepping in, you know, like, I love how he thinks. And he's like, No, you got to think bigger, you know, because my brain, I don't come from that. And so I don't think about those things that I'm like, you know, but it's it, you can actually then have people who want to be part of the community and come together and you bake in you, you know what I'm saying? And there again, it's community, we all share this similar interests. We love coming to hang out, you know, and then you could be baking in your community and take them to your local coffee shops. You know what I'm saying? Like, I love it. And it's a ripple effect. And so I was just like, wow, this is this has the potential to be massive, you know, and I was like, no, they're not Louise's. He goes, because that's the story. I said, Well, the story is my story. And their star was magical muffins, because when you eat them, you're gonna hear the story. And that's gonna, and you're gonna be, you're gonna feel magical because you're eating healthy, but they're really good. And you're gonna start stepping into magic, you're gonna start becoming magical, because of the things you're eating and putting in your body. You know, like, it's just part of that whole story. You know, I was like, this is the whole Star Wars story. And I'm staying consistent with magic. Discovering the magic and everyday synchronicities. There's magical muffins, and I'm all about health, and making people realize that the things that we've been told and programmed and things were being fed through the TV is or not the truth, you know what I'm saying? Right? And so, yeah, in a weird, roundabout way, you know, so we're excited. And I'm thankful that next week's calendar did not look like this. Because then I'd be like, I don't know what I'd vague. But I have some time next week. And I'm like, No, I'm baking. I'm totally baking next week, and this
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is going to happen, and it's going to be so easy. I gotta tell you, my brother in law started selling like produce they, my brother and sister in law, they live on a really busy corner. It's like a rural area, but it's very close to an interstate. People come off the interstate, they see their little stamp, right, so for a while he was selling produce, and he would go down to South Jersey, to some of the farms and he would wholesale it, bring it up and sell it. And it became more and more and more successful. People just loved that. It was like on their way to places. And then she started baking. And people were crazy for it, homemade pies, homemade pumpkin bread, homemade cookies. And so people just started really loving it. Then he spread out to going to farmers markets, and he has like a whole bunch that he goes to and here's what I see happening with you. He goes so often now that they asked for him. You know, like they say where is he? And that's how it's going to be with you. They're going to be like where is she? Where's where's the muffins like, people start to depend on these things. They fall in love with them and they know I've
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gone I have gone to our local farmers market because my mom and I when she was here last July visiting we got these amazing cookies. I've been back to that farmers market three or four times and I've asked three or four different people and they try and find me the information I've not been able to reconnect with her I've tried to get the rest of my mom looked for the recipe online. I've tried to remake those cookies, they're not the same. And I have not had them again. Right. And it's okay it's not I'm not meant to have them I'm I'm finally okay with that. But I literally have been back to that farmers market three different times, specifically looking for her and she's not been there, you know, so I know exactly what you're saying is true. Yeah. And when I was telling John he's like because I was very much like farm First market Farmers Market farmers like it. And because I love farmers markets like me too. Yeah. And so he's like, Well, if you go to a farmers market, and you know, it could be inconsistent with the people coming there and buying it, and then you got to rent the stand and things like that. And I was like, Yeah, that's true. But they're again,
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like, come every week. Yeah, they come every week, I really
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think. And when you, when you get out there, and they try your stuff, they're gonna come back, they come back. Awesome. You,
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I think where you are, it's like a longer season, a warmer longer season. And I think you just have a different thing going on, people just go more regularly, I think we're I am, it's also just a little bit longer summer than John has, right? A little bit longer growing season. So we start like in May, and we don't end till October, and you guys probably go almost the whole year, all year long. So I think for you guys, where you live, I just got a great feeling about this, I know you're gonna make it work. And what I love is it doesn't have to be crazy or full time, but it can be a nice income stream,
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I think I'm actually going to do that farmers market. So maybe I need to go to it first. But part that really gets me with also doing a farmers market is I'm going to make immune building dog biscuits to the vegan, you know, doing the vegan, healthy for the human, I'm also going to have immune building. And then I can also take some fliers maybe or maybe I can take some, I don't know, I gotta figure that out about that
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start to feel good about people, you know, you're getting something good for people, like you don't have to feel well. And
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I feel like with the McDonald's thing. I'm like McDonald's and all these things. I'm like, it's ignorance on fire. And people just don't, you know what I'm saying. And another part of it too, is that people think that you can either get a shot or you can take some medication. And that's the answer. And it's not, you know, it's kind of like preventative stuff versus waiting until it happens. And then you think that you're gonna take a pill and it's gonna fix it like, No, you don't, Rome was not built in a day. There were things and it's process of elimination, you know, to get rid of those things to undo. And it's, it's a whole lot easier if you just try and prevent it in the beginning, instead of having to undo things, you know, I mean, it's so true. It's just and I'm like, Why can't people understand? Like, why?
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You know, I talk all the time about how mental illness was like that, like back in the day. Like, I knew people, like my parents had friends. They just suddenly had a nervous breakdown, quote, unquote, they just suddenly went nuts. But you know, they didn't just suddenly go nuts. They were working up to it for years and years and years, craigers along the way, and things build up, you know, people didn't know the warning signs. There weren't good medications or treatments. And so everybody had to wait till they, they'd freak out. Like, how dumb is that.
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And you also know that with that, too, especially mental health, I mean, especially because mental health, even still, now mental health has a stigma around it. Really, we're really moving forward at great speeds with I think, welcoming it and not having that stigma around it so much. And being able to work through it. But I think for so long. I mean, like for me personally, I was fascinated, I thought, well, I've just been so spiritually connected and everything and fascinated with like, genius, or whatever things that you cannot be explained, you know what I'm saying? And so when I was younger, I used to think like, there was a period where I was like, oh, I want to be a psychiatrist or psychologist or whatever. And then I wanted to go and work in a crazy, like a mental ward, because I believed, and I still believe this, that especially more so back in the day, because they used to have a lot more mental words than they have now. You know, but I believe that there were a lot of geniuses, there were a lot of people that were tapped in. And when they talked about anything, people were like, no, they put them in a loony bin, and then they put them on crazy people drugs to numb them to dumb them. And then they became like a zombie. You know what I'm saying? And, unfortunately, whereas they probably a lot of there were probably several people who were geniuses, you know what I'm saying? And I don't know if it's because they didn't want if society was scared of them, what they were capable of creating what they were capable of, you know, sharing, who knows, you know what I'm saying? I mean it even now I think about it, because I'm like, I don't know I personally believe that on Earth and even in the spiritual heavens above whatever, there's, there's a spiritual warfare going on, you know what I'm saying. And so I believe that there's God, you know, our creator in existence out there, he also gave us free will. But there's also and I believe that Satan resides on Earth with us, right? I believe he, he's here. And that's why he's so prevalent on Earth, and why there's such that strong pool here on earth with him being in control. So we're fighting this spiritual battle all the time. And, and because of that, I believe that we're, you know, that's why we have all these bad things in our water and our food and everything else, and it's to decalcify. Going back to what we're talking about, to decalcify our pineal gland, our pineal gland is what connects us to spirits
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of you and allow you to going when we did our interview, Tara is holding up well that I did an episode about we're letting go right here.
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So I was like, my favorite, there's no way I
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like books. And I the same time you have to struggle I was touched that she brought that up, because I sent her that book, I just thought it was time and I'm so sick that she has it.
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So at that point, it's like, there's no way you can do anything magical. There's no way you can grow. There's no way you can expand because you're just struggling to stay alive at that point. You know, so when we get healthy, and we stole stuff, you're like, Whoa, Satan doesn't want us be a next level tapped in, you know what I'm saying? So yeah, that's just some other like,
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Oh, I've read very similar things. And it makes sense. Like, there's really
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read about that. I'm so intrigued by how many things you read and just how much you knowledge you have from all the things you have have read, I still have this.
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Read it, I need to read it. I've just been so busy. But like, it's literally, I'm gonna read it, because through it, it's a
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good book, you don't have to read a cover to cover. That's what I love about it. But I was gonna say you're reminding me so much of things I've heard in other circles, I see addiction as a really powerful control mechanism, keeping people from discovering who they really are their own power. And the whole the whole feeling of if people started discovering how powerful they were, we could ask the 1% looking to second because there's more of us. We're so caught up in the earthly. And there's, and there's alcohol and drugs. And
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if you were to look at my room, I'm going to show you my room, it's horrible. And I literally have been getting rid of things. I'm still getting rid of stuff. So getting rid of stuff. It's the same way. Yeah. And it's and I'm, like, just over it like all of this. And I'm like it doesn't even matter all my books, and even net, like some of my pictures and things like that, you know, but even I've trans, you know, like I've evolved and so some of them are still it's, you know, we're meant to evolve though. And so, yeah, but I'm just like, I just want to be simple. Like, it doesn't matter. But I want an outdoor shower. Yeah, I want to be on the beach with my animals have an outdoor shower, and in a small little place. Like, that's all I need. Let me see. I wonder, right when I went to this hotel last two weekends ago or whatever, I kid you not. I was like, I could move in here. And my room is like, you want to just stay here then you can play home and I was like, Nah, I'm like, that's all nice and everything. I gotta go back home, unfortunately. Well, fortunately, and unfortunately, I would love to stay here. But literally, granted, I did 113 degrees is not what I want. Either. I like California or Mexico, Mexico. I Mexico is calling me and that's probably where I'm gonna wind up because it's affordable, and everything. The only thing is, is they have scorpions, and they have other you know, like nasty things or what have you. And so I'm just like, I'm like, I don't know if we can do that. So that's I'm still trying to figure that part out. But yeah, like literally all I need is simple, simple, simple, simple. And the ocean. You know, like, I know, I have to have the ocean. Me too. Some people have to have they love snow or the mountains. And that's what makes us all unique. You know what I'm saying? And you know, what are you uniquenesses and this is part of my other thing that I discovered this week is that in our reincarnation, okay, and I never really understood reincarnation like this before. And everybody can have their own opinions, beliefs, whatever. But I believe that because we are all energy, right? And because we all have our unique fingerprints, and we're all connected, and we all have some people can remember their past lives. And I almost feel like I'm starting to get to the point to where I'm tapping into note because in a pet there's there's some of me that I was a goddess back in Egypt, way back when when it was Kim it before it was even Egypt, right. And so there's part of me that has this, you know, and that's probably part of why I look the way I look and things like that, because part of that is who I am, you know, from a past
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life, you're pulled to it right? You remember it on some level? Yes. And
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just like my grandmother, when she left heard of her energy came into me, you know what I'm saying. And so we are all made of different energetic pieces and parts from you know, whether it be who we were born through, you know, who our portal earthling is, you know what I'm saying we have that, but we also have past lives energy, we have energy from people who have left us now, like, we all have an image, we all have different imprints in within us, you know, and I'm just like, oh my gosh, that's like some next level stuff.
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I love. You know, I've always been like a nut for dolphins. Like from the time I was young, I was like obsessed with wonder if you were a dolphin in your past life, you probably I was obsessed, obsessed with whales obsessed with dolphins. I read about them, I swam with them. I was like nuts for them. And then I went to this psychic, and she was one of the best psychics I've ever gone to. And she said, you've worked with dolphins, I see you working with dolphins. And I said, What do you mean? And she said in a future life, okay, blow your mind in a future life. Because you know what they say about all these lives, time is not relevant at that higher level. So it's not a past life. And it's not a future life. It's all happening at the same time, if we can put our heads around that. So she said in a future life so that I would understand it, like from the from an earthly point of view. I was like, blown away that she even picked up on that. Because she was a stranger to me,
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that same thing has happened. And I've had two different people. The crazy part is is that I already knew because I've had this strong pool for a very long time with Egypt, right? And my daughter has it too. And you know that right? And I know which goddess, I actually was, and my daughter does, too. Like if you were to look at my daughter's profile on Facebook, she said she's from Egypt. I can't remember Kyon or something Egypt like she's all. She's got all kinds of Egyptian symbols and everything. But anyways, she said back in 2019, I was going to this like spiritual event over like two days or whatever, here in California. And I went looking for a white dress to wear to this event and I couldn't find it right. So I was just like, Alright, fine. Whatever I get in my that was one of the last bad migraines that I've had, right. And the second day in, I wake up and I'm not feeling well, and I had a migraine that whole entire day. So one of the girls that I had met the night before she does, she's like a Reiki Master. She's also now does Akashic records and all these things. And she and I became friends. And she was in there trying to heal, you know, people are coming and checking on me like, because I was just in a tent, like laying there just miserable all day, trying to get through it. And so she later on in the evening was like, Can I do some energy clearing on you and stuff? Right? Like, sure. And I never had that before. She's like doing it. And she's like, you know, your childhood here, and then your relationship with your dad, and she does some things about this life. And then she's like, Whoa, it's really weird. And I'm like, she's like, I see you walking in Egypt. Right? And, and I was like, she's like, you're carrying something on your shoulder. And she's like, I can't and she's like, and you're wearing this white dress. And I was like, and I start crying, right? I'm like, mind blown at this time. And then she's like, and so and my son, too, is also part of this whole Egyptian thing. We're actually going to change his name to Kemet. And that's got its own story, you know, but and we had just discovered we were going to change his name, right? Like within a few months prior to that event and stuff, you know, and so, anyway, she's telling me this and she's like, if you she goes, I can't really tell she's like, but your face, you're happy. You're content. You're at peace. She goes, and if you weren't royalty, then you worked for royalty, but they considered you family. And I was like whoa, and so I didn't know then what I know now. Now I'm more tapped in and I know the Goddess that I was back then. But the crazy part is, is six months later, randomly meet this lady on Facebook and I sent her a message one day, out of the blue. I only remember the message. But that started she was just like, oh my gosh, thank you so much. Or maybe it was a post I made or something, but we start talking and she's like, You have no idea what that message. You know what, how that just shifted my life. And that's what I needed. That was like, wow, you know, so then in return, she's like, I'd like to do an energy clearing for you. But she's like an Indiana or something, right? I'm like, Okay, I've never done this. Like, she does it for free. Both of them were free, right? Two totally different people, two totally different places, everything and I'm thinking, how could she do energy clearing through the phone? Right? Oh, two hours, we were on the phone, we get we get close to the ending of the call. She's like, Do you have any questions for me? And I was like, Yeah, can you ask them something? You know, I'm like, ask them something from my past life. Write something that you can tell me that will make me know this legit, right? You know, or something they want me to know. Because they would know what I needed to know. And I needed their hurt to tell me then that past life, I was wearing a white dress. She told me that she goes they want me to tell you, you're wearing a white dress. And I was like, Oh, holy shitballs the fire rate. I'm like, this is for real, right?
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What? When you get that kind of information? There's nothing like it. Yeah, that's amazing.
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And I'm just like, and so there's things like that, that and that happened in January of 20. Oh, yeah, January of 2020 is when that happened for the first one. And then it was like six months later, I think that the one happened over the phone. But I was just like, it's kind of like that guy that wound up in my thing. I'm like, I've gotten to a point now where I'm like, the expectation is that I'm going to be shown, you know what I'm saying? That's my expectation now, and I don't know what I'm going to be shown. But just show me, I'm here to receive it. And I will step up to the plate. And I literally am like, I hope and pray that I'm making you proud. At the end of the day, like you know what I'm saying? Like, that's all and in doing so I feel like, the more I step into it, and just go out and have faith and step into that faith, like faith is my near and dear favorite thing above and beyond everything else, space and time, whatever. You know, that's the magic wholeness. And so I'm like, just step out in faith and not have the answers. And when you do and just the discovery and the things that take place is so much magic that you can't, I can't even comprehend it half the time, and I can't even explain it. And I'm just like, literally, sometimes I'm in tears because I'm just like, I cannot believe what just happened. Like it's mind blowing. And, and to know that we are all magical. And we all have that ability. If we make some shifts if we allow for if we surrender to not having control, because we're growing up trying to have control, and we can have control over who loads the dishwasher, and who does those are miniscule things, you know, but having control over our lives, when we just surrender our lives and just say, show me the way, then that's where the magic comes in and
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love that. And you share these things. It teaches people and encourages people to try these things and to be more connected. And that's great. That's really like sacred work.
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Thank you. I hope so I really, really hope so. And that's why I've gotten to this week because I was dealing with if I go on and share like all my synchronicities, like I want people to be able to, like contact me and so I'm gonna have some guests on and things like that. But I'm like, you know, what I'm starting to realize and I've realized this past week is that if I don't share than a I'm going to take them to the grave with me. And be it's in the sharing that my people find me. You know, it's in the sharing that people are able to grow, that there is magic that we are magic, but there's things that we have to do in order to tap into those next level magic and
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letting go of the fear. People live in fear too much. So
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failure fear, here's your TOS it faith or fear there's there is no in between, in my opinion.
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So you never know who needs to hear what you're saying. And it's really good work that you're doing. You never know who needs to hear it. Thank you. I love it. I love it. I can't wait to hear these next few incredible episodes. I mean, it's it's all good, but I'm really excited that you're going to be doing this. So I'm gonna go and kind of think about everything you've said. Thank you for sharing yourself your whole self.
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Of course. Thank you for letting me share myself. Is there any self love, you know, thanks for having me. Thanks for picking my brain and sharing some time with me and letting me come share some of myself with you and your audience. And I just really adore you. And I always love learning from you. And just, you have a gift. And it's an it's like, if you can only see and I and I'm starting to learn, because people are telling me this too, if you could see what I see. And you could see what the rest of us in our group sees you show up with this, I don't even know how to explain it like you have, you have this gift, you know, that you see things that are not what anybody else that I've ever personally known, sees, you know what I'm saying. And the way that you're able to turn around and explain them is just next level. And so I just want to urge you, like, you have so much magic within you. And I just want to say like I can't wait for you to just crack it open, and start stepping in, like just crack the egg open and start stepping into that, you know what I'm saying, like, break down the door, step inside, and just walk in faith knowing and, and like starting to open up and receive, you know, and just own own the little pieces, the little particles that you know, exist right now. Just keep feeding those and push away all the doubt. Because the doubt is what's gonna keep us where we don't want to be, you know, and you have so much magic in you.
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But I felt like that about you from the moment I met you from the moment I met you. You said something, you just said hello. And you were like so supportive. And it was like instant love, you put out so much love. And think that's what that's so funny that you're saying all of this, because the last couple of years, that's sort of what I feel coming out of me more and more and more is that I just really want to share love, a lot of love and support. And I do see people I think I do see people differently.
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And the last piece of advice that I will leave, and I shared this and when I Dean's groups earlier is that it's crucial for you, for me, even for all of us as we're going through these transformations. And we're stepping into these next level places, it's so crucial that we make sure we surround ourselves with the people that are supportive. And that help bring us from where we've been to where we're headed and that they can see they're the same types of people that don't have ceilings on the boxes don't have ceilings, on the houses, whatever, you know what I'm saying like don't have boxes. You It's so so important because even like John last night, you know, I can only see this far I can see bigger and other places, but not I feel like I can see really far on a spiritual realm. But when it comes to being earthlings, I struggle being an earthling sometimes.
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That makes sense because I Yeah, the business stuff and the marketing stuff like John has a gift. And I don't I have that. Yeah, that's so cool.
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Oh, and so and see you have like you see each person's gifts. You know what I'm saying? You see gifts and books, you see each person's gifts from a whole different lens than what I see it from and probably what John sees it from. And so I just want to encourage you to just really feed that feed that within yourself and just continue to blossom.
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Good good words from Star Well, let me tell you thank you so much. This was like it was my
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yay. No, get your hamster on the wheel. No, he's spinning all day.
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I'm gonna be chewing on this for a while. All right, you have a great rest of your day. You too. I love you. Bye bye. Bye.
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